Posts tagged Diary.

I want a navel piercing and a glow in the dark tattoo when I turn 18.

Why a glow in the dark tattoo? So no one can see it by day and my parent’s won’t know about it. Lol. 

For the navel piercing, I can’t have it right now since I got fat and my tummy is.. nevermind. I have to lose my belly fat first. Haha

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Falling in love was never my plan.

But…

You’re so sweet.

And I think I’m falling in love with you.

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Some people are afraid of falling again.

You can’t blame them, they just don’t want another disappointment to happen. It’s really confusing for them, they want to be happy, but because of the past experiences they somehow got the idea that it’ll end up the same way. Just give them time, don’t force them.

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Why boys are inconsistent.

This is just my opinion and my guy friends in high school also told me this. This is pretty much what boys do when it comes to dating/flirting.

  • First off, they aren’t only hitting on you, there’s other girls too. Boys always have a backup plan. When one girl doesn’t like them, there’s always the other one. So don’t be mad if you find out you’re not the only one, and besides it’s still the first stage: flirting. 
  • Second. Boys won’t tell you directly that they like you unless they feel or you give them a hint that you like them too. They want to be sure. If you won’t show any affection they’ll eventually give up.  
  • Third. What happens when two or more girls would like them? They weigh it out on which girl they like the most and who’s fun to be with. You would know when it’s not you. They would hardly text/call you.

Well, I guess that’s just about it. I think I missed some points. I’ll just update this post when I’ll remember it. lol. P.S; This is not meant to offend anyone.

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I regret changing my url.

my url used to be jananabanana.tumblr.com

I made really good posts that went viral. like one reached 72k notes. 

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Society has made me believe that being skinny is sexy.

It shouldn’t be like that. Every person is sexy and beautiful just the way they are in all shapes and sizes. We shouldn’t starve ourselves to death.

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I’m broke for the next 6 months.

Poor me, but at least I got what I want. Thanks for letting me use your credit card mum. *& not stopping me.

Now I’m opening online shops and looking at their products like..

I’M BROKE!

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I’m determined to lose my lower belly fat.

I’m not used to it, I can’t wear my other shirts anymore. I look like a tadpole. I’m currently working at my aunt’s bakery as a cashier. I’m earning money so I can register at the gym. Hopefully my friends and I are going to the gym next semester and we’re going to have a healthy diet from then on. We have aims every semester and this time it’s fitness. Yay, I’m excited x)

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Just when everything seems to make you happy.

It stops. In just a moment, everything’s gone. Just when everything is going your way, the people around you suddenly disappears. It almost feels like they’re avoiding you. The people that’s making you happy. They don’t talk to you anymore.

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You know what sucks?

When all you have to do is wait. Actually, it’s all you can do. If you make the first move and tell him about your feelings, everyone would judge you. They’d say you’re a flirt and what not. 

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I told myself to start reading the book I borrowed.

The weather’s perfect, it’s raining. I just need a cup of hot choco and the motivation to start reading it. It’s Paulo Coelho’s Eleven Minutes.

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I just went to a debut without asking permission.

I got away with it, they didn’t even scold me. The venue was quite far, a 30-45 minute drive. LOL. They even picked me up. I’m lucky xD

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Moving next week.

Somehow I still can’t accept the fact that I’m going to leave the house where I grew up. All the memories, my childhood. Everything. I’m going to leave them all behind :(

But I gotta look on the bright side, I’m going to start fresh :)

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Rest in peace Lola.

93 years of living, it’s already a blessing to live that long. Your memories will forever be in our hearts :)

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No words can express how happy I am right now!

No exam on MC90! Yeeeeeeeeeeeees! 

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